It is never too late to ask for help & doing so is the strongest thing you could ever do.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
1-800-273-TALK (8255) [24/7 hotline]
National Sexual Assault Hotline
1-800-656-4673 [24/7 hotline]
[hosts an online hotline]
The Trevor Project – Crisis & Suicide Prevention Lifeline for LGBTQ Youth